sooo im going to union's prom!

look how david asked me...

it had a question mark but i couldnt get it in there...

anyway, cute eh? that was on my celing when i came home from my dinner @ zio's with the italy crew. (those are glow in the dark stars by the way) and i saw it when the lights were turned off.

i love it! im excited! two proms, two weekends in a row-fun stuff!

welllllll...i lost miss bixby.  its such a bittersweet feeling. i'm really glad the whole ordeal is over and done with, but on the other hand it's hard to accept that i worked really hard for over six months to learn a piano piece that i know i totally rock at... (not to sound conceited, but itd be pretty sad if i DIDNT rock at it after playing it for that long) and then when i get in front of a crowd i just had to choke up and suck.  i know, i know, yadda yadda, "it was great"...but really, honestly, on a scale of a one to ten, ten being my best, and one being my worst, the preformance i put on last night was about a 4.  i am so glad that adrienne won though, because i know that she worked just as hard on her talent as i did and she absolutely rocked it on stage-which is (obvoiusly) such a hard thing to do.  plus her stage presence is amazing.  i'm so happy for her, BUT, on the flip-side, all i wanted when i went in to the pageant was to do my best, and that didnt happen.  i wanted people to know that i really can play the piano... and what i did last night was not (by any means) good piano.  needless to say i am thoroughly disappointed.  not because i got 1st runner up, because thats awesome and heyyyy ill take what i can get, BUT, because i did not do my best.  this post sounds really emo and depressing, haha.  i apologize to those of you who have taken the time to read it.  anyway, obstacles we shall face in life--but this too shall pass.  i know that God has a bigger plan for me and i'm just really glad the whole thing is over.  it was awesome to hear the entire crowd supporting me every time i walked on stage though, so thank you so much to all of you that came to see me... i love each and every one of you guys, you have no idea how much that helped me make it through the night!

annnyywayyyyy....

i guess i should go write my eight page paper thats due tomorrow in comp class...

and finish my ap stat test...

and learn chapters 10 and 11 for stat so im not completely behind.......

le sigh.

good night all.

ah.... and the nerves take over!

i'm in new york at the moment, waiting on a shuttle to take us all to the airport so that i can return to good ol Tulsa, Oklahoma. 

italy was absoultely amazing.

i will post pictures later.

everyone better come to miss bixby this saturday. that is, unless you have tickets to the envied Death Cab Concert.

i love you all, see you soon, hope you had a marvelous break!!!!

up to 5,000 a year @ arkansas.

that, plus last years winnings @ miss bixby - $5,700 dollars of my first year of school is paid for.

whew.

God, please be with me at the Miss Bixby Pageant.

i need that to pull through for me....

oh, i turn 18 march 14th! 5 days! my beautiful friend Sarah Ruth will be celebrating her 18th birthday just one day after... march 15! make sure to slap her butt a few times so she gets all her birthday spankin's!

i leave for italy in 6 days.

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ah, and i get to go see michael buble on my birthday! i have previously mentioned this, but the excitement is increasing!

i seroiusly am going 100 mph right now, and everything is so exciting.

i love it!

AND, to top all that off: kristen and i have started kanye's workout plan, and i feel very fulfilled.

:)